Please please PLEASE don't split up Andy and Ashley I will die. I know its your story and you can do what you want just PLEASE don't.
Fuck, I should update.
i really like this story
Do you have 'Line' ?
Wait what the actually fuck!? Did fucking Jacob leave you for Haley?! Omfg. Can I kick those two motherfucking bastards in their fucking faces? Pls. Assholes.
Yes, he did.
Yes, you may.
Love, now you listen here, I know how hard it is to suffer with anxiety and it SUCKS. The constant feeling that you're not good enough and the nervousness that builds up inside of you when your friends doesn't talk to you. But you are not pathetic at ALL. It's all something that builds up inside of your head. I can tell from friends which are great recovered from anxiety that the best way to make it better is if you cross the line sometimes. Darling you are perfect and I love you,okay?StayStrong
I’m not pathetic, yet here I am, sitting in the stairwells at 3 AM crying my eyes out because I feel screwed over.
With Mayday Parade playing, because it’s appropriate. Especially Miserable At Best.
Not to mention I’ve already relapsed, all because I was stupid enough to get attached to him.
No darling, it's not okay if you're not okay. I would love to listen to evrything you have to say. Please open up your problems. I' right here to listen <3 I love you.
You are perfect, Love.
It’s anxiety again, and the constant feeling of “Fuck, what if my friends don’t like me anymore?” “Wait, did they ever like me?” “Am I just a pity friend, or something.” “Oh, I’m a terrible friend.”
These thoughts tend to appear when we’re all hanging out and they’ve all separated into pairs and no one’s talking to me, and I start having a panic attack.
That just makes me feel more pathetic, like I’m pining for their attention with a “Look at me! I’m having an anxiety attack and want you all to take care of me!” when really, I’m fervently hoping no one has noticed.
Then, there’s the comment of “If being around people is stressing you out that much, you can go home. No one’s making you stay here.”
Like, no. I’m not going to let anxiety control my social life and make me hide away all the time.
There are just moments when it starts getting really bad and I can’t calm myself down and I don’t know what to do.
Burning Like Fire, Burning You Down
“Andy, wake up! Andy!”
I was dreaming. I was standing at the edge of a building, a black cape fluttering in the wind behind me.
There was a black and yellow bat symbol patched over my chest.
I was Batman.
Are you okay?
No, but that’s okay.
I don't like Alex :c he's breaking Ashley and Andy up ):
I don’t like you.
Just kidding, I love you endlessly even though I don’t know you.
Oh nonono! Andy, why did you kiss Alex? No, no, NO! That's just so not okay. My feels. Is spoiled. Please update soon! love you! <3
I’m sorry it’s been awhile, but I’m updating in a minute.
That kiss won’t be brought back up until the next chapter, since Ashley doesn’t leave Alex and Andy alone in this next one.